What will you do with today?
My last post was on enjoying today, and someone asked the question, how had the verses I had shared spoken to me? I have been pondering that question, and I will attempt to to answer... It was a little over a year ago that the reality that I might not live forever began to sink in. We had noticed a lump on my left shoulder blade in late June and trying to figure out what it was had led to several doctors visits, scans and some tests and here I was scared to death. Every visit had gotten a little darker, I kept thinking, OK, this next visit will reveal something that will give us hope. But nothing had, they had done a CT, not good, then an MRI was done, not good, meeting with a Urologist, not good, PET scan, the eyes of the technician said “Not good, and I am scared for you”, biopsy, not good, "Let’s do another biopsy," not good. Every visit the story got worse, and we knew "this is bad". The spot on my shoulder blade/upper back was now bigger a...